time takes away my youth.
my youth to do everything that i always have wanted.
to do things professionally.
all those things i dreamt of doing, can never be realised.
i always hoped that i could find a way to compromise.
the middle point where everyone can be satisfied.
but it just doesnt happen. for me that is.
if u say life is not fair. yes i do agree with it.
i may be more financially able than some people.
but that doesnt mean i can do wat i want and wat i love.
if only so many things were different.
if only i could still be where i used to be.
all those, would have made a big difference in my life.
i just wanna thank everything that happened.
if not for them i would have not met you.
disappointed but satisfied at the same time.
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